Pain is powerful. Great pain have great power. Our souls may get hurt deeply. Even there are times that we feel like dying.
At times, life sets you free, but it tests you too. If you are a rebel, it tests you more. Much more than ordinary. It can break you from within. Completely. Without any use of sword or bullet, pain can devastate you completely.
But perhaps pain is your friend. You may be broken, but thank the pain to have come to you. Because from chaos comes order, from pain comes reality, clarity and possibilty.
Take your time to heal yourself. That shattering pain is there for a reason.